Well, the 2nd May is over in Japan now...

But it's still only 5:45 PM here, In Europe, when I'm writing these lines.



No, we haven't forgotten!
We never will.



hide, we've been smiling for you today and we will until the sky falls down.

We dearly miss you but we know, you're somewhere there, watching us.

You'll rock tomorrow and on Sunday, won't you? ^_~

Have fun, hide!! Wherever you are!!!

Forever love
Forever in our hearts
Forever hide

Taiji... 8D~ From Week End PV. It looks much cooler this slow. 8D~
*swoons*

Ferret almost killed me yesterday when she posted this on X Freaks forum... XD

Čo si predstaviť pod pojmom Share House?

Jedná sa o väčší dom alebo byt, kde sa delíte o izbu so spolubývajúcim. Izby často nie je z bezpečnostných dôvodov zamykať ( požiarne opatrenie...) Kuchyňu, kúpeľňu, WC, obývačku a príp. záhradu užívate spolu s ostatnými nájomníkmi domu/bytu. Pred vašim odchodom do Londýna uhradíte len ubytovací poplatok 50 GBP. Nájomné a depozit hradíte až na mieste. Cena za nájom zahŕňa všetky platby za vodu, elektrinu a Council Tax.
Upozorňujeme, že sa nejedná o ubytovanie v hoteloch.

1. Ubytovanie v severovýchodnej časti Londýna (napr. oblasť Walthamstow, Leyton, Leytonstone, Ilford, Stratford, Tottenham Hale, Manor Park, Forest Gate).

Domy sa nachádzajú v severovýchodnom Londýne s dobrou dostupnosťou do centra mesta. Po príchode zaplatíte zástupcovi agentúry nájom na jeden mesiac a depozit 75 GBP. Vratná čiastka je v prípade odchodu z ubytovania v sobotu 60 GBP a 50 GBP v prípade odchodu v nedeľu. (tj. záloha na ubytovanie, ktorá je vratná po skončení pobytu v rámci dodržania výpovednej lehoty). Nájomné sa platí vždy od nedele. Ak prídete iný deň ako v nedeľu, za každú noc zaplatíte 8 GBP. (--> Čiže navrhujem v tom prípade ísť 22.6.2008.)

A. House Share Budget
Ubytovanie je prevažne v dvoj alebo trojlôžkových izbách, ktoré sú vybavené základným nábytkom. Domy majú 1-2 kúpeľne a väčšina z nich má aj spoločenskú miestnosť. Minimálna dĺžka ubytovacieho obdobia je 28 dní.

Úhrada nájomného:

od 200 GBP za dvojlôžkovú izbu na dobu 28 dní
od 220 GBP za jednolôžkovú izbu na dobu 28 dní

výpovedná lehota: 7 dní

Poplatky za ostatné služby (nájom + depozit) uhradíte v GBP priamo zamestnancom našej partnerskej agentúry po vašom príchode. Je tiež nutné mať pripravené dostatočné vreckové (odporúčame 500 – 600 GBP), ktoré vám pokryje vaše životné náklady min. na prvý mesiac vášho pobytu.

EDIT: Nuž, pozerala som lety. Cez Student Agency nepôjdeme. Na stránke majú napísané, že odlety sú len z BA. A ja sa do BA nebudem trepať. Pozerala som nejaké letecké spoločnosti, ale jediná, ktorá letí KE - Londýn, je SkyEurope. Tí však neletia cez víkend, čiže by sme museli ísť buď 20.6. alebo 23.6. A mne 16.6. začínajú štátnice a bojím sa toho, že možno budem mať práve v piatok. Takže asi by sme to preložili na pondelok? O_o? Upozorňujem ťa, že nás to všehovšudy bude stáť asi... áno, veľa peňazí. 20 - 30,000 SKK. A to nestihneš zarobiť, ani keď sa poskladáš......... čiže....? Ja si požičiam od mamy, inak sa to nedá. A letenky si musíme kúpiť už teraz, inak budú drahšie!! Čo som pozerala ten piatok 20.6., tak aj spiatočná by nás vyšla na cca 11,200 SKK = 2 osoby tam aj späť. ALE!! Annun povedal, že si nemáme kupovať spiatočnú letenku, že je to blbosť. Že keby sa niečo posralo, lacnejšie nás vyjde bus. Síce to trvá dlho, ale stojí to menej. A ak sa neposerie nič, tak si letenku stále môžeme kúpiť v Londýne.

My carousel.

He likes me. I don't like him.
I like him. He doesn't like me.

And now.
It's the same.

XD

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I may have a crush on someone. I'm not really sure. I don't even talk to him. Because... I don't know what about and I don't want to bother him... ^_^; And no, he doesn't live in this country. He lives almost 1,000 km away from here. I'm such a loser...

Tak fajn... tak ma ignoruj. Ďakujem.

V pondelok idem do Student Agency. Zrejme sama.

What would you say/do to the situation?

1. If a man/woman approaches you asking for money, you have plenty of money, but you have some grocery shopping to do, you say?
Give them what I don't need.

2. You are walking down the street, you see someone who looks extremely familiar and approach them, turns out that the person was someone whom you never even knew, you say?
"Oh, wow, I'm sorry, you looked familiar but I don't really know you... Sorry for bothering. Have a nice day!" and walk away....

3. The situation switches around, someone comes up to you saying,"Hey, it's been a long time! How are you?".
"You are...?" o_O;

4. You find a 20$ bill on the sidewalk, you pick it up, and some stranger comes up to you and says that it was their's, you say/do?
Give it to them. How should I know if they lie or not?

5. You accidently hit your friend with your car, she tells you she hates you and never want to talk to you again! You say?
Holy shit! O_O I'd panic... at first. I'd apologize immediately at least 1000000 times and pay for everything.

6. You are walking in the city of Osaka, Japan, you notice your favorite JROCK band, you say/do?
Oh, well... I guess I'd just blush like an idiot, bend my head and pretend that I don't exist... I don't know them eprsonaly so I wouldn't say a word.

7. The band, instead, approaches you, they ask for directions to a nearby store, but you have no idea because you are just a tourist, you say?
"I'm really sorry but I'm don't know it here very much..."

I HAD A DREAM WITH X JAPAN! XD

So... Because of some awkward reason X performed on a field. And every member had some piece of it. But all the plants grew during the night, so it didn't really look that good. After that I was strolling the wheat part where Pata was before...

Later that day I met him and we were walking through some other wheat field with beautiful young green spikelets, which were pleasantly tickling our hands. I told him I went through his field part after the concert and that these spikelets looked more ranged. He said I was right and stroked the wheat. Then we were talking about X and I found some peacock feathers and said that Heath looked kind of funny with those feather-like things in his hair (look at him in the Night of Creation) and that it reminded me of a hen pheasant. Pata started giggling and said he didn't like that either. I noded and added that we (me and whoever else) were looking at him, thinking: "We like you, Heath, we really do, but you look weird."

Then the dream changed and there was a small house were al the guest guitarists and staff were. And I don't know why, but there was some problem and suddenly everybody was looking for Heath. Someone realized that they saw him sleeping upstairs a few hours ago and we luckily found him eventually...

:3

*lol*

This is funny... 19 to 10! Is Yoshiki going to lose against Pata? XD Who from X is most sexy? Haha... Toshi is 3rd and Heath and hide share 4th place...

We all know who I would vote for!! :3 But I didn't vote and I won't. But you can do so! ^^ On X Freaks forum! And maybe you could show more love to Heath? Look at that sexy beast!! XD

It's quite difficult to explain this... Even more difficult to explain it English so I'll write it Slovak. Sorry guys... ^^; It's actually nothing important, just very disturbing...

*sigh*

Pred asi týždňom:
Snívalo sa mi s deCarabasom a Olaffom. Z ničho nič. Bolo to divné, ale bolo to v Košiciach, takže to bolo aspoň trochu realistické. Bolo to o tom, že som ich stretla v emste, bol nejaký historický pochod, či čo. Vôbec ma to entrápilo, pozdravila som sa s nimi a deCarabas potom začal byť otravný, ale odbila som ho. Debil.

Ďalší sen bol ešte divnejší, pripadlo mi to trochu ako keď sme boli na jednej šermiarskej akcii. Sakra, ako sa volá ten hrad? No, tu na východnom Slovensku... na sever. Ehm... To je jedno... Ale nebolo to to isté miesto, len sa to nejak podobalo. Bola tam myslím Meiling a ešte niekto, koho poznám... A v tom sne som tak poletovala nad zemou. Nelietala som úplne (škoda, ja rada lietam v snoch T_T), len sa vznášala... Ešte som si pomyslel, že načo by som išla na zem? Veď v sne sa tak super lieta a konečne môžem aj v realite... XD Áno, to bol excelentný hlod myslieť si, že tento sen je reálny v sne, haha.... *lol* No a to bol ešte dobrý sen...

Predvčerom sa mi snívala divná vec... Akoby som mala splniť nejakú úlohu, takmer ako v hre. A toto bol posledný level a niekto mi radil, čo mám robiť. Niekto mi povedal, že jediné, čo musím, je vyjsť von a zastreliť ich. Tých troch... A keď som vyšla von, boli tam deCarabas a Olaff a ešte niekto.. a ja som sa snažila ich trafiť, ale tá zbraň sa pokazila a oni sa ku mne približovali a potom... to bolo ako na airsofte! Jasné, že by som ich nezabila naozaj, ale chcela som ich trafiť.. ale keď som nakoniec vystretlila, guličky boli nejaké slabé, ledva k nim doleteli... Tak som musela ujsť do domu. Povedala som tam nejakej žene, tej čo mi predtým radila, že to nefunguje... Potom som zase vybehla von a išla sa skryť k nejakému stromu, odkiaľ som ich pozorovala.. a potom som išla s niekým inde.. na iné miesto.. a tam bolo nejaké zviera... ani to enviem opísať... ale zabilo to nejaké dievča, ktoré sme poznali... len tam tak ležala... a... bola mŕtva.. O_O to bolo dosť hrozné, lebo v mojom sne ak bol neikto mŕtvy, tak preto, že som ho zabila ja. (Párkrát sa mi snívalo, že som niekoho zavraždila... ehm. Ale to som len vedela, že som ho zabila, ale nevidela som to, len viem, že som sa bála, čo teraz.) No a toto bolo iné.. proste tá obluda ju zabila... O_O;;; a akurát vraždila niekoho ďalšieho.. a chceli sme to zviera zabiť, ale... nevedeli sme, čo robiť... a ten sen zrazu skončil..

A dnes sa mi zase znívalo niečo veľmi čudné.. ale kým som toto písala, zabudla som... sakra... >.< Možno si ešte spomeniem...

Mám pocit, že ten predvčerajší sen znamená, že robím niečo, ale neviem to dotiahnuť do konca.. alebo sa bojím niečo dokončiť? Oh..... sakra. Už som zo všetkého zmätená, prečo nič nefunguje tak, ako ja chcem??!?!!!

Okej, spomenula som si... najprv som išla v električke do školy.. O_o; Bol utorok a išla som normálne na informatiku a francúzčinu. Lenže niekto mi niečo spravil s tvárou (akoby mi eikto sústavne štípal líca a bola som celá červená a fľakatá) a vyzerala som úplne strašne, ako som tak pozerala na sklo a videla sa tam, uvedomila som si, že OMFG, veď takto nemôžem ísť do školy... Tak som vystúpila. Ale cítila som sa previnilo, lebo už som na franine a informe nebola ani nepamätám... O_O;;;;;
^^;;;;

No a potom sa ten sen nejako otočil a bola som v tom cudzom meste. Aj to predtým bolo nejaké divné mesto, nie Košice. Stála som pri ceste, boli tam nejakí ľudia na koňoch... a mali sme odniesť prach. Niekto, kto zomrel, bol spopolnený a mali sme ho v takej malej urne, ktorú sme mali niekam odniesť. Myslím, že sme boli štyria alebo piati, mali sme biele kone... mne jedna žena podala uzdu, ale kôň bol neosedlaný... ponáhľali sme sa, takže som sedlo dala niekomu inému, aby mi ho odniesol, vysadla som a išli sme niekam dolu svahom... a stále sme boli v meste, len toto bola nejaká lúka... Áno, po meste na bielych koňoch. A žena, ktorá išla vedľa mňa, niesla urnu... ďalší dvaja jazdci nás dole predbehli a my sme zastali pri nejakom strome... ja som niečo hovorila, potom som sa rozprávala s koňom, ktorý bol čudný, lebo sa najprv nechcel dať osedlať, ale potom bol zrazu veľmi poslušný a ešte sa aj zohol, aby som mu dala sedlo... s tou ženou sme sa na tom smiali... lenže som ho nestihla osedlať, lebo dvaja jazdci sa k nám vrátili a povedali, že sa musíme ponáhľať.... a potom som sa zobudila. X_X

Nejaké vysvetlenie...??

I'm sad now... Something on JRR reminded me of my loneliness. I wanted to write here about many good and happy things... and about how I totally screwed up today at guitar lesson because my brain was just nowhere nearby... >.>;;; Yeah, I fucked it up today, I'm pissed off at myself! >,<# And my laziness, oh yeah, that again! Student Agency TOMORROW! And I'll go there even if Mei will not.. I swear. We should have done this MONTHS AGO! >_<

ODD Things about you!

1. Do you like blue cheese?
eh?? wtf?

2. Have you ever smoked?
yes

3. Do you own a gun?
I used to have a rapier.

4. What flavor Kool-Aid was your favorite?
what??

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Doctor? Haven't been there in last 3 years or so.. XD

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
good...

7. Favorite Christmas movie?
Nightmare Before Christmas (*Tim Burton fan, even if it's not him who directed this film*)

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
fizzy water

9 Can you do push ups?
yes

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
I don't care about jewelry

11. Favorite hobby?
sleeping? XD

12. Do you have .A.D.D.?
??

13. what's one trait you hate about yourself?
myself

14. Middle name?
Nagini

15. name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
fuck it; Crucify My Love; when I'm thinking, things tend to explode!!! (the poor egg lost its fight with my microwave just about an hour ago... ehm)

16. 3 drinks you regularly drink:
water, water, Golden Well (which is water too.. XD)

17. CURRENT WORRY?
bachelor degree work and England!! and state exams..!!! T_T and PARIS in July!! ;_; and that i'll never be able to see all the X Japan DVDs without crying, DAAAAAAAMN!!!

18. current hate right now?
I hate myself! >,< damn... Ren must hate me now too!

19. FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
fantasy

20. HOW DID YOU BRING IN THE NEW YEAR?
ahahaahaa... Mei... XDDD remember?

21. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO?
just. anywhere NOW! with no turning back, with no regrets, no bad memories... just to flee from this all! please....? *sigh*

22. NAME 3 PEOPLE WHO WILL COMPLETE THIS FORM?
none, haha

23. DO YOU OWN SLIPPERS?
yes

24. WHAT SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
kinda golden one.. I sleep in it

25. DO YOU LIKE SLEEPING ON SATIN SHEETS?
I don't own any.. but this t-shirt is kinda satin.. ^^;

26. CAN YOU WHISTLE?
yes

27. FAVORITE COLOR?
pink... haha, I'M KIDDING!!! XDDDD black of course...

28. WOULD YOU BE A PIRATE?
Arrrrr!!! AYE!

29. WHAT SONGS DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Violet UK recently

30. FAVORITE GIRL's name?
no idea

31. FAVORITE BOY's name?
no idea

32. what's in your pocket right now?
nothing

33. LAST THING THAT MADE YOU LAUGH?
egg, which exploded in my microwave... seriously.. it was hilarious.. XD and then I had to clean the mess of course, lol

34. BEST BED SHEETS AS A CHILD?
hmm. I don't care that much about bed sheets..

35. WORST INJURY YOU EVER HAD??
glass in my right hand and left cheek... yes... there are scars.

36. DO YOU LOVE WHERE YOU LIVE?
I love this city.. but I'd rather not live with my mom...

37. HOW MANY TVS DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR HOUSE??
1

38. WHO IS YOUR LOUDEST FRIEND?
<.< >.> I don't know....

39. HOW MANY DOGS DO YOU HAVE?
none

40. DOES SOMEONE HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU?
erm, heh, hmm... Limitless from JRR.....? XDDDD holy crap, I'll be so bitchslapped for this... >,>;

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK?
Robin Hobb - The Farseer trilogy

42. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE CANDY?
whatever

43. FAVORITE SPORT'S TEAM?
none

44. WHAT SONG DO YOU WANT PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
funeral? I'm not going to die.. o_O!
*lol* ok... hmm.. something DIRTY.... Doubt by Zilch! XDDD ahaha.. ok.. I'm kidding, I don't know... but that song ROCKZ! and really, the whole album 3.2.1....! hide is a pervert!!! XD I love him, lol... *hugs hide's spirit*